school's getting more and more boring >:|
scrabble competition in the library.
then recess and chinese reading competition.
and school ended.
mr tseng said that we're all going e33.
i'm fine with it.
but i think i'm taking A maths as private candidate.
cos if i were to go to a JC next time, it be very hard for me to catch up.
i mean it's still possible, but i have to be doubly hardworking.
anw i guess i'm not appealing anymore unless my parents wants to.
i just want to concentrate on what is good for me and then score well for O levels.
cos no one is going to see if you're taking combine or pure science.
although pure science is more prestigious.
ah fuck, why am i so dumb?!
i think my parents thinks that my sister is like one million times better than me ):
cos they keep saying that i'm not academically inclined unlike my sister.
fuck it really saddens me to see that my parents are all so disappointed in me.
i think they've lost hopes in me.
they think that i'm a useless bum just wasting their money.
oh no, i'm going to show them that they're wrong.
i shall not disappoint them any further.
i know it breaks their heart to see my results going downhill.
so i shall work hard for Os and make them proud and happy for me (:
here i come. study study study.
i'm going to read books, encyclopedias blah blah like ellice :D
okay joking.
oh yeah and i think our school's providing us very lousy subjects to take.
i mean other schools have better sub combis.
they dont have subs like d&t and art blah blah.
argh, even my sister didnt have to take such silly sujects.
oh well, sec two streaming totally sucked man >:(

went to eat at holland after school.
and then we walked ard and went home.
tmr's the last day of school as well as the day we're getting back our report books.
sigh, i think i'm going to break down the very minute i get back the report book.
PLEASE PLEASE!